Lately I’ve been seeing a lot of my friends and family step into new adventures with their lives. Whether its new careers, pregnancy, marriage, re-locating. It’s an exciting time in their lives. I can’t help but compare my life to theirs. And it’s sad that I do because it’s not fair. But my life has become a little slow. Just working at Starbucks still. I don’t want to work there forever. It was just supposed to be temporary. I’ve been there for a year and a half now. I keep having visions and dreams of the same thing over and over. It’s this: I am well known among only a couple thousand people, for creating something or doing something on my own that others benefit, yet I have no idea what the hell it is. I keep praying to God that he will reveal it to me in His time, I just hope it’s soon, because I am getting anxious I knowing what it could be. So here’s to the future. Here’s to not growing jealous or envious of others lives. Instead, be happy for them and support them along the way. For my time will come soon and I want those people to support me and be happy for them, as I have been for them.
*Jeremiah 29:11