February 2012
2 posts
Holy Spirit fill me up
The holy spirit has a great power in us. It leads us places; never astray. It controls our decisions and creates our way into the future. It gives us feelings of good and bad things that come in contact with us.
But when it gives that burning feel in the pit of your stomach, you know something isn’t right. The spirit is pounding on your heart saying “do something!!! Don’t ignore...
I like to go above and beyond, out of my way for people. I know who I’m doing it for appreciates it and makes me happy, when I see them happy. Once in awhile I’d like the favor in return. Most of the time I’m a people pleaser. Which can be very bad sometimes. I like to see only good in people. Always like to assume the best. But that can result in being let down time after time,...
January 2012
3 posts
internal truth.
there is a fever in my soul for You, only Your presence will heal. only Your love will bridge the gap of apathy I have created. only Your truth is the cure.
Nothing more real than that.
A dream to reality....
Last night I had a dream about the kids. It was that Ryah called me stating a fact I told her in real life. She said “you said you’d be coming to visit us soon. Isn’t it soon now???” and she was so right. She’s wise and doesn’t even know it yet. Soon is now, it should always be now. You should never put something on the back burner and wait. If you want...
December 2011
3 posts
Differences
Sometimes, people just don’t get it. We all have our way of thinking. It’s what makes us different. Trying to change what someone strongly believes on a certain subject isn’t right, though. It’s nice to have opinions and beliefs of things, but to try and change that persons mind, to be the same as yours, doesn’t seem right to me.
Just a penny for thought....
My December will be full of:
Challenges, changes, and great days ahead.
Nothing will stop me.
I will accept any test given to my life and pass it with flying colors. Nothing will bring me down.
Thank God I have the Lord’s strength.
November 2011
11 posts
Gloomy day.....
There’s a million thoughts running through my head right now. As I post this, I’m sitting outside my work in 46 degree weather, just to be alone from everyone. I’m trying my best to remember that I can never be alone, because I have Jesus with me wherever I go. Even when I want to be alone from my friends, family, and even my boyfriend, I will never fully be alone. But to be...
Inside my head.
For awhile now, I’ve been struggling a lot. A lot with self confidence. I have an amazing boyfriend God has blessed me with. He would literally do anything for me and he loves me unconditionally. And sometimes I take that for granted. You see in the past few months I have lost touch with a couple friends who were at one time my best friends. But things happen and we aren’t friends. It...
“Loving you was never hard to do, but I’m sick and they’re coming to...”
– From Indian Lakes “We Are Sick”
3 tags
Our Father Is Missing
“though I look like a human
I am lifeless I assure you I am nothing at all
And when I try to be human my own flesh keeps me from doing a thing
All that I see are the faces of the people that I have betrayed
And the ones who gave up at the sight of the fake that I have become
God what a fake I have become
Who was I before this?
Who am I now?
I am breathing barely breathing
He can...
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Sleeping At Last - Umbrellas
I’ll make you...
Hi friend,
Its been a while, I pray all is well... →
Hello friend, it's been ages since we last... →
October 2011
4 posts
coltonsnead asked: Ask Siri, "How much wood would a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood?" haha
Been awhile
So yesterday I got the iPhone 4s. Major Upgrade from my phone before. But now I’ll be able to update more!! I’m very excited.
That’s all for now!
August 2011
3 posts
where i find myself
i’m on my way to newport with my mom. be there the next four days! i’m happy to go back. haven’t been since 2008. a lot has changed since then. newport is a special place to me. in many ways, not only physical, but emotionally too. i find myself there. i feel closer to God when i’m standing just where the sand and ocean meet and watching the waves crash into each other....
today
could be the start to the rest of my life. and i couldn’t feel more excited and blessed. For You, God, i am eternally grateful for everyday of life You have and will give me.
<3
times like these...
something is changing in my atmosphere, and i like it. i can feel You in it, changing me and making me new. i know You have plans set for me, i just need to pay attention and follow what You have.
July 2011
4 posts
cause i'm sooo bored!
The last time you felt honestly broken? long time ago
Are you craving something? no
If you could have one thing right now what would it be? something that i can’t mention at this time
Would you rather have ten kids, or none? ten
What do you hear right now? Bon Iver <3
Is your bed against more than one of your walls? just one
What’s on your mind right now? my future…. the...
4 tags
if i can be honest....
i really, really, REALLY am getting tired of hearing such vulgar language come out of my friends mouths. it’s not that hard to change a naughty word into an appropriate one. i have no problem at all by telling you to watch your mouth, if your around me. i can only hope that with me bugging you about your language will get you to realize it’s unattractive and you aren’t taken...
one by one....
i’ve lost ‘em. the ones who brought laughter the ones who brought pain the ones who brought joy the ones who went on adventures the ones who were my best friends something happened and all was gone one by one they took what meant so much but now it’s all a memory thought it was different thought it would last until we were old & wrinkled just like we always planned but...
June 2011
1 post
meant to be :)
i want to kiss you, over and over would you mind if i do i like the taste of your lips and fingers in my hair and the touch of your skin i like to grab your hand and put it in mine like we’re two lovers entwined do you feel that pounding inside my chest my heart skips when you say ‘i love you’ i can’t seem to get you off my mind you’re all i see for the rest of time...
May 2011
4 posts
maddiejayy asked: I knew you'd love the south! We both got our hearts stolen by it. <3
control
“i feel just like your taking control of my life, all the time yeah” that’s a tweaked version of Metro Station’s “Control” original verse says “whoaaa i feel just like we’re losing control, of the night, yeah yeah yeah”
my version seems to fit my life as of lately. i can’t stand it. i keep holding it in, but it will pour out soon...
April 2011
17 posts
yeah, i'm listening.
Do you ever feel so unprepared for something? Whether it’s a job interview and you can’t decide what to wear to impress the interviewer or moving to a new state and no absolutely know one, but have to make it work for the sake of a job. Or you run out of gas as your in the middle of no where with a gas station 20 miles away in the hot summer. It doesnt matter what the situation is....
maddiejayy asked: Hi, I love and miss you!
Watchthis brings a lot of emotions. two years ago on my 19th birthday. my old two best friends.
matthewhatesyourguts:
I just made this Remix....
if you only knew
if you really knew me, you’d know my flaws pull me down into my inner being and create in me a sensitive person who hides her feelings for only her to know. if you really knew me you’d know it takes a lot to get me to open up. if you left me standing at the edge of the pier, waves crashing everywhere and you see me standing there alone crying and wishing you’d come back for me,...
i don't know what to say.
lately, i’ve had a lot of thoughts in my head. not bad thoughts, just different. maybe i’m going through a change. i don’t really know. i feel different. i feel less out going. maybe something is bothering me, but i can’t really think of what.
sometimes i look back to when i was 3-10. being a kid. playing at home with my siblings or neighbors. i miss when life was all...
i'm.so.blessed.
Just reflected on how things have changed since a year from today. A year ago, I was in a bad relationship with a guy. Ended it for the third and final time and was living the single life. Summer came and I was having the time of my life. Living carefree, laying out in the sunshine, getting late night ice cream with friends, bon fires, seeing some great shows around Cali. I grew closer with...
amoret asked: Just wanted to let you know, everything about your blog rules hard